03 Aug coming to terms
It’s like quitting a habit. The more you resist it, the more your body wants it. It’s almost subconscious – to desire what you can’t have.
Wish I was less addicted to this feeling of wanting to be heard. I wish I wanted myself as much as I wanted others. I don’t know if time is truly what I need when my mind’s often fixated on a single truth, a single reality. Is my remaining time here enough to get me out of this condition?
Time to get out of this abyss.